{"id":5509,"date":"2023-11-29T01:40:13","date_gmt":"2023-11-29T01:40:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/learningcommons.twu.ca\/?p=5509"},"modified":"2024-04-28T12:11:56","modified_gmt":"2024-04-28T20:11:56","slug":"christina-morton-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/create.twu.ca\/learningcommons\/2023\/11\/29\/christina-morton-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Christina Morton"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1>Christina&#8217;s Reflection<\/h1>\n<h3>Christina Morton<\/h3>\n<h3>December 11, 2020<\/h3>\n<div class=\"page\" data-page-number=\"1\" data-loaded=\"true\">\n<div class=\"textLayer\">\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">2020 has radically changed how many of us do life. We have learned that nearly everything from friendships to work to school can be mediated through Zoom or some other online platform. As a peer tutor, I\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">have had to adapt to both the role of facilitator and the role of a student, and t<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">he unique world of \u201cdistance tutoring\u201d has challenged me to change my approach to both my tutoring sessions and my own classes.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">My embedded tutoring students were not just starting their first university semester online during a pandemic; they were also international students and many of them were not even living in Canada.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Being an international student can be isolating enough, but these students did not even have opportunities to meet and spend time with other TWU students. What I began to realize in our weekly sessions was that for many of them, our appointments were the only one-on-one interaction they had with another TWU student.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Instead of focusing solely on the tutoring aspect of being a peer tutor, this semester encouraged me to focus on the\u00a0<\/span><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">peer\u00a0<\/span><\/i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">aspect.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Being a peer means working together, and to work together effectively, it<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0i<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">s important to know something about the other student. In my first appointment with each student, before they had any major writing assignments, I asked the students questions about their hobbies and experiences and I shared some of my own.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I wanted them to be able to relate to me as a fellow student, as someone that could share the university experience<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0with them<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">As the semester went on, i<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">nstead of immediately jumping into the assignment we were working on that day, I spent a couple minutes checking in with the students, asking how their other classes were going, engaging in some small talk.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">In our last appointments, I encouraged each of my students with the improvement I had seen in their work throughout the\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">semester. I wanted them to know that their efforts were valued and seen and that they were a real part of the TWU academic community.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">While the embedded tutoring experience and most of the general tutoring sessions I did this semester were very positive, there were some challenges to \u201cdistance tutoring\u201d.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">One of the unique\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">difficulties<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0of the online environment was that some students would come on with their videos turned off. It was\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">a struggle<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0to tell if the student was engaged, if they were actively listening to my feedback<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">, or if they were motivated to improve their work<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">However, I realized that I did exactly the same thing in some of my classes. I entered the class, with my mic muted and my video off, listened to the class, and left. This\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">i<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">s not active participation, and the frustration of experiencing this in tutoring sessions challenged me to engage more actively in my own classes.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0I could not ask students to do something that I was not willing to do myself.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0However, it does require vulnerability. Why is it difficult for students who have no trouble walking into a classroom to turn on their videos?\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">In a classroom, the professor looks into a mass of students. Only when a student speaks up do they emerge from their anonymity and draw the\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">individual\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">attention of their classmates<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and their professor.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">In a Zoom room, the professor and each student appear as equal participants. They each occupy equally sized little rectangles on the screen. Students\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">not only\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">see the\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">professor, but they also see the\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">other students\u2019 faces<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and look into their worlds<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. In one class, I was the only student in a class of twenty to keep my video on. Yes, it was awkward to know that besides my professor, I was the only person to look at, but I empathized with my professor. I did not want him to feel that he was speaking into a world of unknown listeners. 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